night covers the day rounds off i stare blinking grasping for an answer to keep up the nonsense to wake tomorrow
the bottle
it is my home or was now whenever i could see straight ahead i was on vacation after a day or two of no clouds in my way i heard home calling with a warm blanket a hug and a kiss on the cheek so i went i couldn’t resist after all is was home
castles
if i didnt have you id be living in a castle of bottles under the ground scribbling and shouting my thoughts into the great empty then masturbating till i passed out from the pain of friction
the present
nonsense is a gift to hold close swallow it whole and feed yourself pointlessness embrace meaninglessness then have a ball and dance the darkness away
tender
the cover closing you go to the shelf the feeling of you remains i sit with it for awhile appreciating the affect you had on my being i feel the loss of my friends never to know anymore about them
Tomorrow
i wish today could be tomorrow and tomorrow yesterday to disappear from a moment and return another day today, i cant handle tomorrow maybe
Big Gestures
i make a move to you i open my life for you but you think the gesture small a deal wasnt made about what i just gave so my love was dismissed and i rejected
Friend
I thought we were friends but i guess its just circumstance
Rage
my rage know no bounds its unending and fueled by lack of commitment stand up get offended speak out your opinions fuel change im enraged by your container holding justice back
Sun
sun kills my appetite for living its beams burn my eyes my chest i want nothing more than to get it off my back bring the clouds the rain the night the solace