i wish today could be tomorrow and tomorrow yesterday to disappear from a moment and return another day today, i cant handle tomorrow maybe
Big Gestures
i make a move to you i open my life for you but you think the gesture small a deal wasnt made about what i just gave so my love was dismissed and i rejected
Friend
I thought we were friends but i guess its just circumstance
Rage
my rage know no bounds its unending and fueled by lack of commitment stand up get offended speak out your opinions fuel change im enraged by your container holding justice back
Sun
sun kills my appetite for living its beams burn my eyes my chest i want nothing more than to get it off my back bring the clouds the rain the night the solace
My thread
i get attached i carry my thread and needle into every friendship everywhere i want you to be part of me web eagerly but i try to catch you before your ready making scars instead
Without you
i try to think what life would be without you and i cant bear it what would i matter without you
I dig
there is a hole in my backyard each morning i jump in and dig this morning i could no longer reach the top so i slept in my hole and when i woke i began to dig again i know its fruitless but i dont dig to get out i dig because its what i know i dig because its comforting i dig because when all else is gone my hole will still be there when ive pushed everything else away it will still be there on the days i dont dig or the days i forget it will still be there so i dig
Tether
I loop my rope around you
my anchor
you save me
from flapping
from being carried away
on the wind
aimlessly
endlessly
you stop the fear
of the vast sky
where the next kite
seems so far away
I can come out
from underneath my rock
and fly
because of you
Bonds
it will break
don't go
selfishly
I plead
I cry
I scream at you
it's delicate
this thread
attaching we