Heart Touch

my eyes are scooped out
my tongue torn from me
my ears boxed

i care not

for
i still feel
your heart touch

Little Notes

a little note
full of beautiful

words
left at my door

a knock

on the cabinet
in my chest

opening
me 
a little more

I dont/want

I don't want to die
but I want to disappear

I don"t want to kill
but I want you dead

I don't want to hate
but I want you to feel empty

I don't want to live 
but I want to stay alive

I don't want to be lonely
but I want to be alone

I don't want to hurt
but I want to be human

I don't 
but I do